| Will today be that day? |
[Jul. 22nd, 2009|11:52 am] |
Ive got 15 minutes before I need to go back to the lab and check on my samples. Finally after 2 days of boring shadowing, Im back to getting my hands wet again in the lab!!! :) Im happy because it makes time pass by and occupies my mind so I dont muddle over my stupid results that have already become a foregone conclusion (though I dont know the outcome yet)
Noah (the guy that built the Ark) waited for over 50 years for the providential flood to arrive. In a some warped sense, I feel like Noah, waking up everyday wondering whether today will be the day where my world "floods". However, there are of course some differences, while Noah knew he would not die (because of the ark) , I however have no idea what exactly to expect. In all honesty, Im frankly very tired of harping over spilt milk and Ive been praying for closure. I just want to know how did I fare and if the results slips show disappointing results... I hope to move on. My 3rd year is worth 65% and so its still not too late to buck up and pull up those socks. Its basically make or break year.
Theres been alot of rumours that today will be the day. Basically because today is the day where the bio-medical science students will get theirs... knowing the Biology dept, they probably will not do double jobs and thus there is speculation that today will be the day of reckoning.
I will update this blog later if it is so... and if it is not, expect to read another entry filled with angst and frustration. |
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